About Me
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you make me feel like my heart is gigantic. like I could give up on being shy and just embrace you unasked, intertwining our fingers like sewing seams, our lips woven together and then unthreaded, legs looped together in bed. you said I’m here so let me. and I did. and I will. and we will be that tapestry. right now I’m still trying to find the words to say to you that won’t sound like rain, or a locked door, or even an absence of light the universe can’t contain. but it’s hard. and you keep your arms open like doors every time. and you say I’m here. and I know. I have to press palm against palm just to remind myself that you’re there, and you you just wait for me. you let me. and I do. and I will. even when I’m red-faced and I’ve forgotten. you wait like you’ve got growing wings and strength to build. let me examine every single scar so I can ask you right before you fall asleep about that pink line I trace down your spine, or that flick of white on your thumb. you make me feel like this could be every day: every morning in the curtain shade and every night in the street lights. every afternoon when I remind myself you’ll be there when I get home. every so often in the middle of the night when I shake awake to make sure you’re there, breathing steadily, the curve of your shoulders disappearing under the comforter. and it’s hard. I’ve always felt like an amateur but you don’t care, you just have constantly thin lips and two handfuls of gentle fingertips. I have no choice but to kiss you. no choice but to accept your partience like any offering should be, on my knees, head bowed and arms open like doors. but you merely hold my hips and tell me I’m here. and you are. and I will be. because you wait. and my heart grows...........................................
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Interests
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WRITING AND LISTENING THIS SORT ...... .................................... बासी बासी के बासी मासु बासी कि काँसी बासी बाबुको नाममा पचहत्तर बिघा छोरो सुकुम्बासी
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Favorite Movies
around the world
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Favorite TV Shows
lovamaster
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Favorite Quote
ate January in Kathmandu, my brother, Adim, and I decided to go for a long jog. My brother is 16 amd he sure knows hoe to take care of himself. We went through a park called Faraway and sarted to mess around on the little tunnel. I got on top of the tunnel and stood on it to look for Adam who had suddenly dissapeared. "Adam!!" I called out. "Okay the jokes over!!! You can come out now!!" I waited a few long seconds. It got very quiet very quickly. Then I heard footsteps stomping against the dirt. I turned around and saw no one there. I sat on the tunnel for a little longer and didn't here anything. Then the same thing happened this time except the steps were louder and sounded like the source of them as furious. I started to get scared and figured Adam would come llater. When I was halfway home, someone was standing in front of a house. Just a sillouette though. I looked closer and saw just the darkness of a shadow. So I thought I mustjust be seeing things. But then, the shadow started running after me with the same steps. Loud. Mad. Fast. I ran as fast as I could home with aghost behind me. I never saw Adam again. But for some reason I dont think this is the end of the story.
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It had been two weeks since the death of the Michael’s parents who died in a car crash whilst traveling to Spain. Those two weeks had be such chaos, taking over his father’s position as CEO of his family’s major corporation, fighting and disowning his mother’s side of the family and most recently finding out that his younger sister Keiraleigh has been out of control, fighting with anyone who told her what to do and refusing to live with anyone other than him.
Michael did nothing but stress about Keiraleigh the last two days; he had finally reached his apartment where he was to tell his other two roommates that this baby sister was to be living with them. The rest of that entire afternoon he sat on the lounge and waited for Eric and Corey to come, changing and plotting what to stay as if this news would probably kill them. After Michael finally settled on what to say both Eric and Corey filed through the door and froze when they found Michael sitting in the dark all by himself. "Michael are you all right? What’s going on?". The tall dark haired man said. "I’m… uh… well I kinda need to you Corey, both of you actually" Both the men were worried, what had Michael acting so strange even with his parents’ death he was still fine, nothing really ever bothered Michael.
Michael watched his friends slowly sit of the coffee table in front of him, both look warily and unsure. "Guys you both know how my parents’ past away recently well I don’t know if I’ve mentioned it or not but I have a little sister, her names Keiraleigh and she’s been acting up and refuses to live with anyone but myself. So I was wondering if you let her stay here for a while with me?". They just looked at Michael stunned, Michael automatically thought they were going to die or faint either one but no Corey and Erick were completely shocked that he even asked them when all this mayhem was happening. This time the blonde, Erick spoke "What is wrong with you? Of she can stay, do you really think where that shallow and selfish?". Michael did think they were but instead lied, "NO but I thought it was polite to ask since you both live here as well!". Corey and Erick burst into laughter at the thought of Michael being polite. "Okay, okay maybe I think you are but still thanks. Oh, and by the way she’s coming tomorrow afternoon as can you help me fix up the spare you since half your junk is in there." They all agreed and decided to get an early rest since they had a lot of moving to do.
It was most likely a first time that those men went to bed early without a woman accompanying each of them. And it would have to something they would have to get use to since Michael’s sister was living with them which means; no more parties, women wouldn’t be around so often and freely. Which is why Michael thought this news would have killed them since they happen to some of New York’s wealthiest bachelors under 25.
******** Keiraleighs flight had come in four hours earlier then when she was expected. Deciding to surprise her brother by showing up early she called a taxi and went straight t his apartment. While she waited for taxi to arrive quickly examined herself, making sure she looked good and well presented. This was not like her she didn’t care anyways really thought about her but she hadn’t seen her brother more then four years. She wore her favorite pair of jeans, a gray turtleneck with a large, knee-length, white coat with big black buttons on it. Her hair was longer and covered her freshly dyed hair under a beanie.
The ride wasn’t that long but as soon as she mentioned the address the driver gave her a sinister smile. Sitting there she wonder on what the man had meant. "Do you know that address?" "Yep, every hot chick that hops in here tells me that same address" he winked at her in the revision mirror. She just nodded and sat farther back into the seat. Mmhm…. Michael’s a player. She thought. The cab pulled up in front of the block of apartments. The doorman and driver helped her with her luggage and was gone with a nice tip. Keiraliegh managed to get to the elevator with her bags. She pressed the highest number there and before long the doors slide open. She gave four, loud, impatient knocks. Waiting with her hand on one of her hips she waited for Michael to answer but instead a very tall, tanned man opened the door. "Well.. Hello there Good looking." Said the man. His smile widened and flashed perfect white teeth. Wow, he’s good looking!. Was all she could think about. "Hi, is Michael here? She asked hesitantly but a little overwhelmed. The man sighed and yelled out. "Michael, you’ve got a really really beautiful woman out here for ya!" Keiraleigh looked down hiding her embarrassment, he thought she was beautiful? When she finally decided to look up Michael was standing about ten feet in front of her.
She just dropped everything and ran to him it had been so long and she had missed him terribly. Leaping into his arms he hugged her tightly spun her in one a circle and stopped there for about five minutes just hugging, they had forgotten everything and one in the room except them. They would have still have just stood there unless they hadn’t heard a cough from someone, but not it was not from very hansom man at doorway but from a complete different direction. Reality slowly sank back into both Keiraleigh’s and Michael’s minds’, quickly they parted just looking at each other. Michael was utterly stunned his little sister was all grown up, she wasn’t the annoying kid sister he once knew but there she stood a beautiful young woman. "Keiraleigh…….. You’re all grown up. You look so different." He hugged once more. "I’ve missed you so much!" Now that sent her overboard, she had promised herself that she wouldn’t cry but this she couldn’t help. The tears rolled over and out of eyes and down to her cheeks." I’ve missed you more" she teased and then poked out her tongue. He laughed at her and then sighed "You still haven’t changed a bit have you?" Keiraleigh turned around to the man that had answered the door, another man was walking to stand next to him. She glanced back to Michael and then back to the two very tall and gorgeous men. Michael stiffened and placed an arm around her shoulder and introduced each of them. With his free hand he indicated that the man on the left was Corey and the other was Eric. "Well its nice to meet you Corey and Eric, I’m Keiraleigh" she reached out her hand, they both shook it.
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